Life has become a little more busier with homework and a full week, so far, so I finally get to some blogging. I have had an amazing week, with lectures and outreach preperation with my group. I am so glad I am here and thankful for everyone who is praying for me at this time! Thanks so much! There has been 2 amazing speackers this week, who have challenged me to a different way of Life. I have learned that it is not about striving for God's love, he loves me in my brokeness, and wants me to repent and surrender any baggage and he will take care of it. I have also learned to just rest in him completely and listen to his voice. I not only want to learn but. put what I am learning into practice, because I truly want to grow closer and have intimacy with creater of the universe God is so amazing and there is nothing that can stop me from telling others of his love! I want to experience RAW God (not go through motions, but focus on relationship). Andy Bird was the speaker and he had an amazing way with telling the gospel and speaking. Andy prayed specifically for me that Satan had tried to rob my innocence (like a child does not realize what is wrong in life, and live with no worries). He prayed that I would have restoration of child like innocence. Andy prayed that he pictured me being with Jesus feet on feet, hands on hands and Jesus was leading me through life. He also prayed that simple Joy and Laughter would fill my heart again, and that Jesus was pleased with me.
This made me tear up and just realize how much my Father in Heaven wanted me to experience more of his love, joy and presence. From this day on I make a declaration, that I surrender my heart and life into the hands of God. He is the one I adore and praise, and I want to live for him for the rest of my life. Amen
Love your dear friend Brittany
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